Ryan and I were at YC this past weekend with the youth from the church I attended when I lived in Hague. It was a very good experience, and it brought back tons of memories for me from when I was a teenager. The whole checking out boys and screaming at everything anybody on stage says, etc.
There were some times that were pretty emotional for me, because we would sing songs or the speakers would talk about surrendering to God and living for Him, etc. and I would really tear up. That is SO my desire, but at this point, I just don't know what God wants of me and us. I am very much in limbo, and it's not a comfortable place for me to be. I am willing to do whatever God wants me/us to do, wherever He wants me/us to do it, but when I feel no direction or passion for anything, it's kinda hard to feel fulfilled and settled. It's not that I've always felt this way, it just started shortly after we got back from Australia. It's a constant cry out to God to light a fire under me for SOMETHING and open doors for us that are clearly His will. We just have so many options and I don't think that God is currently pushing us one way. I don't know if He is saying that it is our choice and He will use us in whatever we choose or if He is telling us to wait. There have been so few times that I have felt this way for this long, I just don't know how to cope. And applying for jobs is getting to be such a chore, with no results. It's to the point of not even wanting to. Of course, I will, but...
Okay, I am not depressed, just so you all don't worry about that. Just frustrated.

We went and saw Shrek 2 yesterday and it was so good, so I recommend it to all!!